What’s There To Say?

I do realize I haven’t posted much lately. There’s just nothing to blog about.

Went to North Tay this summer. It was boring. Emily was gone half the time.

My therapist came to the conclusion that I am “dead inside”.

Hey, This Is Pretty Fucking Awesome!

WordPress is full of win now. I am loving this.

I’m Baaaccckkk

So, yeah, I’m back. Miss me? I had no Internet for a little over a week. Which sucked. You know how little of a life I have judging by how many posts I have in the span of time I’ve had Blogger. This is blog #133.

So the last time I posted, I was a little overwhelmed by the fact that I got an iPod Nano for Christmas. It was a surprise because my parents would normally NEVER get me something like that.

Oh, and for the record, everyone who has found my site by searching for the gender of a certain singer known as Davey Havok, I’d like you all to know that he is a man. Like, 4 or 5 people found this blog because of this search thinger: “is davey havok a he or a she”. No capitalization, no punctuation.

You know what? Davey Havok is probably the only reason people find this blog. Really. That and a manga character I mentioned, Haku. This is a conclusion I have come to after looking at my feed burner.

First Keep The Peace Within Yourself, Then You Can Also Bring Peace To Others.

What has happened to my novella-length posts? I haven’t had a lot to write about lately. That’s why they’re so sparse and far between.

I have rediscovered the awesomeness of certain songs, and also have not gotten sick of certain songs and all their remixes/covers that I listen to obsessively, Goddess knows why. Hallowe’en is one of those songs, so are Document, Disappoint, and High School Football Hero.

Caitlin is NOT mad at me, for which I am grateful. I don’t think I’ll have to talk her out of doing something extremely drastic for a very long time. Hopefully not anyway. She seriously got me upset the other night, though.

Assemblage 23 is not as bad as I had labeled it during the summer. I also take back what I said about Mr Marchand liking A23. Not that I wrote that down in this blog.

I’ve been thinking very spiritually tonight, and find I am very much at peace with death. I no longer want it. Nor will I fight it when it comes. I wish I had this peaceful feeling continuing for all time. I cannot meditate endlessly, eternally.

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Now playing: AFI – Clove Smoke Catharsis
via FoxyTunes

Sanity Is Just An Idea, Right?

I’ve had to fight off more of those breakdowns today. They are being triggered by the strangest things. Most particularly swearing. No one wants to know what that’s like. I shouldn’t dwell on such things.

And I’ve made another blog. It’s about fashion. I’m not big on fashion (as it says in the post), but I’ll occasionally find stuff that I really like/love. Then I’ll want to show it someone, but no one around here will really care. So I created the new blog just to get it out of my system. Yay!

And I’m burning yet another feed. It’s my humor page, Amusing Stuffs. I have 4 subscribers to this blog. Yay! I never knew my bitching was worth reading!

Yaaaay!

I have officially stayed awake for over 24 hours. Actually, I haven’t slept in two nights, three days. Yay for insomnia.

You know what really pisses me off? Jade (Puget) posted again yesterday. It was a YouTube video and before I could see it, it was taken off YouTube. SUCK. Blogging Zelda has not been updated in a little while. Blogging Final Fantasy has really lame sexual jokes.

I feel so left out. On the MCRForums, Gerard’s face is plastered all over it. I’m sick of Gerard Way. Everyone loves him; I don’t love him. I’m depressed.

Will you wish upon?
Will you walk upon me?
I don’t want to die tonight
Will you believe in me?
And I don’t want to fall into the light

Bwahaha

Lookit! Lookit! A poll!!! Vote. Just cuz I said so. My blog is absolutely boring so you should vote “yup”. My opinion. Since probably no one sees this site, there won’t be any votes! At least, I won’t be expecting any votes. So surprise me. I like surprises.

So I started my silver-smithing courses. Of course, we are just starting out with the basics, like making a simple (when I say simple, I MEAN simple) ring. It’s just a band of sterling silver. It’s kind of easy, maybe if you know what you’re doing. My ring is sorta half done. I still have to solder the seam and round it out. It’s an oblong shape currently, which is what you get when shaping metal with your fingers, a pair of nylon-tipped pliers, and a rawhide hammer. It’ll probably turn out to be sort of a thumb ring. I’ll also have to take the saw to it again. Fix the seam up.

Coming home from the course was sort of a nightmare. I had a migraine and it was so bad that it was making me nauseous. When I got back, at 9:30pm, I did some menial task and then I passed out on my futon for 2 hours. I still have a bit of a headache. Not strong enough to keep me away from my blog, though. Gotta keep posting for anyone who’s following the blog!